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Monday, 21 December 2015

Happily Emotionless

"You seem so emotionless but you're such a happy person, i wonder have you ever been heartbroken?"

well ysee what's the point of being sad while there are so much things you can be happy about? most people have been thru a heartbreak and it's up to them to mend it with time or tears. i chose time and still choosing time. but i don't see there's any difference.

there will always be a person in your life where you can never forget. aha when you're reading this someone is already on your mind. then you're trying to deny and think of someone else who's better and maybe your current partner. the truth is that particular person (the first came across your mind) is the person you can hardly forget. believe me hahahahahaha don't lie to yourself.

what i taught to myself in my first moving-on phase was to be positive all the time, like reaaaal positive everything you gotta think positive about it. i did try to google few things regarding on moving on well most of them didn't work so i came up with my own way which is by ignoring and have faith that there are many other better things i can do than locking up myself in a dark box.

and i think being happy is the best thing i can say. what triggers myself to be happy is this line "when you're happy, your body cells will be happy too and it will be hard for you to get sick. when you're sad, it does the same to your body and you would fall sick easily."

remember, when you're happy you only have yourself and your happiness might affect people around you to be happy too. and when you're sad, you may get few attentions but most people would ignore as your problem isn't theirs. by being ignored you'd feel more irritated, no? so just keep things to yourself and know that there are plenty things you can do :)

Saturday, 5 December 2015

Semun Sunday


so this is what i did today. playing LoL and eat. guess what? i did achieve my highest kills omg but i picked Garen for ease hehehehehe and ya i killed the dragon on solo too! Here are some screenshots lol this is rare i have to do this ☺️ while i was playing believe me i was eating dadih, chicken wings, cucur pisang and moreeeee!


 

 



i made 2 accounts actually. the first one is at level 12. i play alternately for practice and real hahahahaha idk why but i just did. plus, the first acc had been banned idk how many times but right now the leaver buster... gives me 20 mins -.- lower priority queue wtf so then i might permanently use the second account lol but nevermind.

and pray for me!

**updated: my highest score was 20/3/1 :D

Tuesday, 24 November 2015

Exiting Social Media

today i decided to ban myself from living with social medias such as twitter & facebook (rarely used). twitter especially. my private & public accounts. i've been spending most of my time on tweeting & i know i should stop for a while to find myself.

making an experiment on my own as i'd like to see whether there would be any difference in my life with & without social medias. instagram doesn't distract me because i'm not really active.

however, the trial has begun :D


update: i feel different for the first few days. i feel like getting myself another acc but it's like cheating myself hahahahaha. well i enjoy more of my surroundings without wanting to check my noti and all. but there are times i feel like tercarik carik, rasa mok bukak twitter and all.

not sharing thoughts with anyone but within yourself. i get to spend more time on myself than phone. guess what? i'm starting to love myself as time passes by. my life doesn't depend on gadget but myself. i feel awkward at first but i get used to it.

yeah, why don't you try? maybe it'll change your life or something else idk hahahahaha goodluck!

Saturday, 21 November 2015

Hello

so i decided to end Lifeless Life II so here's the new one hehehehehehe past is past but i do learn things throughout everything i have posted. well i still keep Lifeless Life I & II privatised.

i'm going to post ummmmm about my opinion or thoughts on something maybe?

i don't mind people who'll be reading my posts go against me but please keep in mind to calm your ass down if it doesn't bother you. also, what i'll be posting may be fictional/facts regarding on what crosses my mind.

before you read any new post, please clear up your mind from negativity :)